Dan's left already. He left on the bus last night. He's on the plane probably halfway across Australia. *sighs* It was hard saying bye to him, and obviously I cried. THere were moments when i was just overwhelmed with emotions throughout yesterday as we spent our last day together. But dan was very sweet in consoling me. And I had a few more of those moments today, especially in the morning and afternoon, and probably will happen again tonight. I don't really know why I feel this way. It's not our first time saying goodbye, and we've done longer periods of not seeing each other! But I guess the 2 weeks that we had were intense, we spent all our waking moments together, besides when i went to class. I kept thinking about what we've done, and how we've spent our time in each others' company, it all seemed surreal. It seemed as if it was only yesterday that I told him, "I can't believe you're actually here in NZ!"
It's easier on a long distance if u are just separated for a long block of time, rather than seeing each other every so often and having to say goodbye so many times. But then again, being separated for a long time has its adverse effects as well.
This is silly I know.. and I need to get over it. I need to concentrate on my lab reports and the last 6 weeks of my undergrad! And on top of that, plans for next year and also for the summer. God, let it be YOUR plans, not mine. And let it be to honor and glorify Your name!
Posted by sqrewloose at 06:04 PM | 5 luvs me!
Something about gathering people excites me. Coming together in one accord, to pray and to uplift other nations, it challenges me as much as it inspires me.










