HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI!!!!

Hope u have a wonderful wonderful bday and that sern treats u real special today!!!

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THis dotted lines represent a total change of mood in this entry.

DO NOT READ BEYOND IF U WANT TO STAY HAPPY AND CHEERY. Just leave me alone to grumble, rant and RUMBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arrghhhhhhhh........ Stupid girl who sits opposite to me for the stupid test!! GRRR..she couldnt stop sniffling and coughing. And gosh..besides praying that I dont catch her cold, I had to concentrate on the 16 pages of spectra that I have!!!! I attempted the first structure, and I couldnt fully nail it, fine, went to the next one, and I did it halfway, and couldnt be certain about the structure either. And by then I was panicking, and I had 2 more structures to go, and they were meant to get harder as we go along!!!! But thankfully i managed to solve the other 2, albiet with totally horrible handwritting! And there she was stil sniffling and coughing. Argghhhhhhhh....

 And what pisses me off is not ttat she's sick. I'm so super duper jumbo mega pissed at myslef!!!! I was SOOO STUPID THICK AND NUMB! I was already looking around the room to see if there were any empty spaces around me, but I saw none. I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE ASKED THE LECTURER! But STUPID THICK AND NUMB  me did not!!!!!! And rather endure 3 hours of that stupid sniffling gal. Ok, it's not her fault, I know, she wouldnt want to be sick either! Sorry. But..arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....I just wnat to scream my lungs out now!!!!!!!!!!!! Aihzz....................And this happened to me before, last year. It was even worse, some stupid guy did not have tissue paper, and was sniffling next to me, and kept wiping his goo on his sleeves. *bleehhhh*

Ok..Jas just got back..n I actually did scream..and let out all the pent up frust! But she was having her headphones on initially, so she didnt hear me. Or mayb she did. But yeah...so all's let out and I've gotta go and prep salad for ICF's end of term party..and I'm going to be late..And I hate being late. ANd...I feel like writting like Mark Haddon in The Curious Incident of The Dog in The Night Time, cos my brain just feel like a huge computer that's in dire need of defragmentation!

 AIhz..wahtever lah..It's over d. Just hope the party tonight cheers me up. And it's not like i'm gonna be able to celebrate my bday properly cos I have 4 stupid econs assgmts to be done by Sunday..which means I have to spend the whole of my bday studying 4 chapters of econs, which has not been making full sense to me cos my brain is just too sciency. OR mayb that's just an excuse. Mayb I'm just stupid, thick and numb!

 Ok..forget it..forget I ever said anything. Whoever who read this entry, remember to use the nebulizer (from MIB II) now: .................................................

Ok..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI!!!!

Since u prob nebulized the first part of my entry, I shall repeat..have an awesome day and hope sern treats u like a princess! or queen..hehe..

And if u guys havnt read the book The Curious Incident of THe Dog in The Night Time, by Mark Haddon, have a try..It's good!

Till then..

I have a new obsession......S-T-R-I-P-E-S. And I found a new thing to do while I procrastinate: draw stripes to my own picky-taste on paint. And no, I dont love all kinds of stripes. But these kinds...ahhhh..... And dont get me started about the stripes that I have. U name it, I've got it! LOL!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

MEI!!!! GOSH! I RMB THE BOOK THAT U HAVE!! RMB UR WRITING, I RMB THOSE NWSPPR CUT OUTS! AND ASTER BEING POSSESIVE OVER SOME GUY (CANT RMB NAME). AND MIROSLAV KLOSE! HE'S MY ULTIMATE FAV LAST TIME. AND YES,I JUST RMB OLIVER KHAN!!! N MICHAEL BALLACK.IT'S BEEN 4 YRS! FOUR WHOLE YEARS! I WAS JUST TELLING MY FLATMATES ABOUT HOW WE USED TO CUT OUT THE PICS AND CLAIM THAT THEY'R OURS!

ok..i shd stop typing in caps. I was really excited when i saw ur update mei. I was looking out for Klose yesterday night. Yes, I watched the opening yesterday, though it was 3am my time. Haha.. And seriously, i think Klose looked better 4 yrs ago. And Michael Ballack looks better now, but he's not in the field!

F-O-U-R  years!! Cant believe it. It only seemed like yesterday. Aihz..Nostalgia.

Anyways, I had an awesome time last night, half celebrating from exams. One more paper to go, and it's in 2 weeks time. So, went for Laine's 21st. Good night all in all. And dressing up all Punk-ish for the theme was fun! Sort of miss all the dress-ups that I had last year!

And today was simply awesome as well. A sunny day in winter is like a rainbow after 40days of storm! I even managed to walk by Oriental Bay and have Gelato, and caught up with Tania whom i havnt met since I got back here! It was soooo good to catch up with her. And then, went to play basketball at Laine's place. WE were having a good game, though the guys were obviously better. And oh, Laine dislocated her shoulder..again. This is the fourth time she got it dislocated. Poor gal. But she got it popped back alright and even managed to come over to my place with the rest of the guys to catch the All Blacks vs Ireland! And we kicked ass 34-23!! Yeah man!!! And it'l be jazz at Lido's for me tomorrow night! Woohoo!

 Ok..dont feel like updating anymore. That's all for now. I have lots of stories to tell about my awesome bday last week! But just a bit lazy. And I dont have many photos, they're all with my friends. So..till then! Adios!

Argghhh..bored la wei!! I've been on my floor for 4 hours, reading and studying. Ok, my attention span cant be stretched no more! See..blogs are the best way to help u take ur mind off boring ol' study! But I need to finish studying what i intended to, otherwise I cant eat my lunch/dinner! I told myself I wont eat unless i finish studying. Dont worry, am not punishing myself, but it's just that i had so-yummy-yet-fat-dripping-greasy Spicy KFC chicken last night and was so bloated from it!!! It's seasonal here, so  that's when KFC has chicken which actually looks like chicken, huge and juicy! Ok..mayb I need some food now. LOL! But no..i've gotta finish this chapter! Otherwise, I wont get anything done tonight cos I'l be going for Rachel's 21st, and might watch the 2nd Rugby test!

Randoms:

1. I want to visit Auckland. Wil be going up for a whole week of conference in the hols, but I want to go up earlier to go sight-seeing! $$$$

2. Elegant white jacket! Need I elaborate?

3. ..................... I'm bored. I need someone to amuse me! Quick! Throw me a good joke!

4. It's father's day tomorrow. Well, at least for Msia it is, over here, it's in Sept.

5. Looking forward to farm trip to Taranaki but that's 2 months away! haha

6. Danny boy is not online...

blehhhh..dont feel like blogging. Ta!

HAPPY

20TH

BIRTHDAY

PINGY!

I got my white jacket! Oh yeayyyyy....totally love it!

As I was answering ping's question about my summer plans..I realise that I have sooo many things that I want to do, during my uni years!!! I want to do the summer research/internship, I want to work at a fast-food restaurant (i knw u dont get paid well, but c'mon, this is the only time of ur life u can do stuff like that. After all, ur not gonna work at McD at 40 are u?), I want to do the Condensed World Mission Course, I want to go on a serious mission trip (not for the fun of it, but to discover, and ..I dunno, maybe my calling lies there?), I want to tour ard NZ, go to Fiji, do a transfer programme abroad. But as I have many dreams as such, I realise that I am smack in the middle of my 3-year degree, and I dont have many "uni-years" left!  Oh no!

You knw, sometimes, it feels like im being swept by a wave. The wave of growing up. Or maybe it's just the wave of life. Smtimes, i sit back and think.."what am i gonna do with my life?" I tend to get intimidated when I see ppl who are all out, pressing to secure and internship and a job, when they're just at uni! Eg. Accounting and law students. Oh..i'm just at this phase of searching for the 'true meaning of life' some call it. Well, one thing I'm sure of is that I want to serve the Lord with all my heart. I want to do great things for Him, and by great things it doesn't mean that I have to be at the front-line (ie leadership).

To be SOLD OUT for God. But how "sold out" do u become? Ahh...dang! i dont even knw what I'm rambling about. I've been searching God for a long time now. And on and off, I would ask Him what is His will for me? Yeah, fine, I'm in Uni, with a Schship, and I can follow the flow and work in some flash(?) lab, get promoted, do well in life and the "da-di-daa" by societal standards! But all that is in vain, I feel, if i'm doing it bcos that's what im supposed to be doing at that age. I am desperate to do what He calls. Whether it's sharing His love in some obscure part of the world, or in student support group (TSCF-like) or ministering to the people around me. Hmm...maybe my dreams are too huge. Maybe God's teaching to be faithful in the little things first. Maybe it's just the impatient streak in me who wants to run ahead when I'm supposed to be acquiring skills, and be sharpened before I can be lauched forward with precision and effectiveness.

God, reveal ur dreams to me...

 

 

 

 

 

 Cute???

Wish they were mine. I want doggies! "All I want for Christmas are some doggies!"

One more paper to go.. Feels like I've been dragging time along. Hastening it, so I have complete liberation from the first semester! 2 whole weeks in between exams isn't actually the best thing in the world, but hey..guess what? I've been sleeping at least 9 hours a day for the past week and a half!! Something that was impossilbe previously! So, I take this huge gap as a good thing. Enough time for me to sit at home. Spend time with flatties. Spend quality time with God. And also studying without the pressures of exams drawing horrendously near! Can you believe it, I'v actually studied almost everything twice!! *huge satisfied grin* and a pat on my back.

*Phew..As I look back, it hasn't been all too bad. And my courses weren't actually too full-on, which is actually very good, considering all the other things I've committed myself to.

Ok...just gotta pull thru the last bits of this, and in less than 24 hours, I'l be DONE, and celebrating Jas and my bday at the Harem! Yumm! I'm looking forward to some break next week, before I zoom off to Auckland for more than a whole week!

D-O-N-E!

F-I-N-I-T-O!

Muahahaha!! And I made honey snaps, and baked honey oat cookies (w/out honey )  Honey snaps turned out quite yumm, but the cookies need a lil more perfection! Glad there are guys in my flat who eat anything! LOL! And i'm finaly gonna watch X men tonight!! Yays!

Woohoo! Ok, this might be my last update before I go MIA for the next 1.5 weeks! I'm excited! Conference is next week in Auckland, but my friend and i are travelling up this Thurs to go sight-seeing! And, I've kinda managed to 'round-up" all the friends I met from SLC who are from Auck, and they'll take us around! Woohoo! And they even have cars! And the even more exciting thing is that there are a few ppl from Otago who're going up to Auckland at that time too, though i dont know who they are. But we're gonna hav an entourage, travelling around Auck!! Shopping. Decent shopping, finally. Though i really shouldnt be spending so much anymore. And theme parks, Sky tower..and erm..Kelly Teltans (?). And the 70th TSCF Conference, it's going to be massive! All campuses from all over NZ, and imagine the ppl I'm going to be meeting. Woohoo! I'm so excited! But at the same time, there goes all my holidays. Wont be back till the day before uni resumes, and the cycle repeats! Oh well, I'll just make sure I'll be "anti-social" on Wednesday, so I have a lil time for myself, and with God, to reorganise, and refocus. Am really looking forward to a good time spent in God's presence. Hate the "empty" feeling when you're LOW on God's fuel!

Ok..i really ought to get going, get a nap, spend some time with God, and off for ICF's brainstorming session, and then committee retreat, and then committee dinner! I think I'm on high now, from lack of sleep. Had an awesome hang out at Jess' place, and played X-box, DDR, cooked together, movies, and girl-talk. It was just awesome bonding time for our group!

But..I miss dan.... and I'll be away for a whole 1.5weeks! And...aihz..we'v been busy. You know smtimes, LDR is scary, esp when i try to look into the future. But when I think it through in the right frame of mind, there is peace that comes from God, because Im certain that He knows best. Oh yes He does!