WHAO WHAO WHAO!!

there has been soo many updates since i last visited blogs! and that is only on my "friends"!

Ok, it's approx 4.23am now. God knws why im online now. I got back like almost an hour ago.  ICF had Awesome Flat Night, and this time. we crashed at Dan's flat, which is basically Esther's, Anna's (swedish), Green's(Korean) and Johnny's(Kiwi) flat. And the theme was "beach party". And the greatest thing was i didnt hav anything "beachy" enough, except this beach shorts, which i totally did not plan to wear at all cos it's been sooo cold the past few days! Talking bout the weather, it's been unkind the past few days! It's been soo windy, and it was practically drzziling-raining for 2 whole days! And we poor AB-ians have to trudge thru the "storm" and "cold" to get to the main building, where the dining hall is. had to even walk in the rain! aihz.. But i've been so missing breakfast! Practically slept in the whole week. ehehhe..Ok back to the story. At the party, we had soo much yummy food k! Grace (Korean/Chinese) cooked kimchi fried rice and we had roasted chicken, and Esther's apple crumble with ice cream! yumm...i soo over ate k!! man...im soo coming back to M'sia in a bigger piece by the end of this year! Then, after the party and hanging ard, we went down to town for Karaoke (which they pronounce as "carrie-oh-key" ) at some Korean karaoke centre cos Green knew would be able to get some discounts. SO in the end, it only costed us $3 for lots of Korean songs and quite a no. of decent english songs to choose from. THen we went to Cue-room(or smth like that) where we played pool! finally decent pool tables! The pool table we have at the main hall in Weir is as huge as an Olympic size swimming pool k! seriuos! Yeah, and the pool balls (izzat wat u call em?) were so new, and everything was in tip top condition! Zohan, this Indonesian guy, payed for one of the games..so yeah..we didnt hav to pay for that. Hmm..pool is fun. ANd considering that the place is not as rowdy, we might go back there again!

Then, Zohan who was fetching us back, got hungry, and decided to drop by this 2 other girls place, to have Instant Noodles supper at 1am! yeah, so we went to Carlton flats and cooked 4 Korean instant noodles! THey are actually spicy k! yummm! so overeating..yes i know that already. ehehhe..we hung around at her flat, and talked bout how different ppl came to knw the Lord, and what we went thru b4 we came to knw Christ. It was good jsut talking and sharing. Plus Jas was there. And well, im not trying to convert or baptise her or what, but it's just that it's good how we'r given this opportunity, even in the midst of supper in the wee hours, to share our experiences and thoughts. Just great! Praise God!

Ohya, thanx Ju!!!!!!! I got the clock up! hope it says the right time, cos the ironic thing is that i cant see it on my screen!! I know it's somewhere at the top of my Blog, but cant seem to get it displayed!

Ok, the blogs lately sounds quite depressing and nostalgic. Smth like how our entries were b4 aiping left. Hmm.. Jo, sharon, reen, ping, mei..and basically all the blex lah...i really miss all the pillow talks and the sleep overs esp!!!!! aihz... sharon, how true what u said! I barely foold anyone this year!! I only fooled dan once, and Jas once, and those too were rather lame tricks! aihz... Nothing much to laugh about..

But then, the ppl living in Dan's flat came up with a really good fool for all of us just now! Ok, you see, when jas and i arrived at their flat this evening, we were told that Anna, this girl from Sweden is gonna leave us next week. And when we asked her why, se sed, "you see, I met this guy in Canada over summer when i went back to sweden. SO, im going over to canada, to study, and be with him". And i was totally baffled. I mean, i didnt really knw her that well, until Easter camp, and she's one gal with great body movements for Hacky! and she was gonna leave next week! I mean, hello? I didnt expect the "westerners' to be THIS spontaneous! ANd I asked her has she got a place in uni over there for transfer and all, and she said she hasnt got the confirmation. But I was totally surprised that somebody would do that for love. yes it's sooo sweet on one hand, but then, Asians being asians, my fren jsut concluded that it's not that practical. Anyways, so after all the makan, Dan(watterson) gathered all of us, and said they were gonna present a song for anna, and it's a freestyle,meaning the guitar jsut plays and then, whoever who feels like singing to anna could just make up their own words and sing! so yeah, then after all that, Esther represented their flat, and presented her with this folded cloth, tied up with a nice piece of lace. And she said we could all sign it when anna opens it. And guess what it says, when the banner was unfolded??!! "APRIL FOOL"!! it took us a few seconds b4 we realised that the phrase was for us!!! ahahah..so lawak k! sooo totally april fooled! and apparently, some girls who knew abt anna "leaving" even planned to get her a farewell gift! ahahah... THat was reallly a good trick!

Ok, enough abt April fool. Hmm...what's up with tracy? whao! i was quite surprised when i saw sharon's mail? Tell me more bout it! tell me more..eehhe..kaypo...but cannot beat ap, who goes hopping from one blog to another, and can even discover a Jr.'s blog, who talks abt Mr. Leong! ahahhah...and a whole lot of ppl she managed to find out about. Hmm...Well...I guess life must go on eh? it;s really sad sometimes, when i think about how we will nvr be able to repeat the things we did. Suddenly, i just remembered, the first few sleepovers at ping's, we swithced of all the lights, and turned a torch light on or smth, and then sat in a circle and spinned a bottle to play TRUTH OR DARE? and now, graduation song jsut flashed thru my mind..ok..that's way too much thinking at this time of the night! hmm...i think i =ought to go to sleep.

tried to call Dan (my dan..ahahah..dont get confused) but i think he slept d. Miss him. he's in KL now, as chaperone for some of the squash players at 2nd league i think. Hmm..well, not like it makes any difference now, since we're so far apart anyway. Hmmm... dan oh dan. Dont know what the future hold for us. There's no point putting hopes on ourselves cos we always fail. hmm..i have to make a conscious effort to place my hopes in the only One who never fails. It's hard at times, cos our human nature come in, and naturally, like everybody else, we tned to take things in our own hands. God, please help us to fix our eyes on you, and not anything else, not anyone else. We cant do it by ourselves. many times, we stumble and fall. And in the process of that, we cut and bruise ourselves, and well as the ppl we love around us. Jesus, take our hands and guide us. It's really hard to live to be a beacon of light in our "community". it has been a constant struggle for me, and even as I give it deep thought, i realise that we are facing an uphill battle. Lord, may you find us faithful and true. Hmm...have been telling some frens about dan going into full time ministry, and even as i was relating to them the "news", i reallise that there will be a lot ahead of us. Yes, i want to live totally for God and to serve Him. but yet, sometimes, i find myself wondering if I see myslef as a potential "pastor's wife". Ok, I know for many of you, this may seem too far away to even loose a strand of hair about, but i find this question very practical, considering that there is that possibilty. Well, at least for me. Lord, I pray that you will mould me, and prepare me, as you prepare Dan. Lord, you work in mysterious ways, and yet, you know it best! Awesome! So Lord, I wnat to commit dan and i into you hands and trust that you knw what's best! Amen!

y do my entries come up to be soo long in the end??! hmm..talk to much d...but there's much to update about!

Currently feeling: sleepy

mei! arrgghh...now u get me all emo and nostalgic again! *sighs*...those lil things that seemed so normal last time. WE never thought it could REALLY END, did we? hmm..those lil "gestures" mei mentioned like ping licking the rojak wrapper which was turned inside out, and all the oth lil stuff...aihz...somebody shd really make a compilation of us BLEX! seriously! hmm...mayb we can print out all our blog entries, and then make an album out of it. And then, add in the million photos that we took last time. AIhz. aihz...

is the 21-year-old thing gonna happen? the reunion, yes, ehehh..couldnt find the name for it. Hmmm....but dont you think it's amazing? like how we are still connected, as if there's an invisible and yet, invincible web, that stretches to every corner of the world, where we are. Hmm..im imagining now, the of the world, and 12 lil lights, shining from all the different continents. heh! And of course, it's particularly condensed in the Peninsular. THen, some lost sheeps in the States and NZ. hmm..ok, imagination running too wild.

Cheers!

Yayz!! i feel so happy and light today! The main reason is bcos I woke up to my super loud alarm clock this morning, and gave a peek to my window, and saw that the sun was shining so bringhtly! Nevermind the sun not shining directly into the room. The reflection of the bright orange sunrays on the from the mural right in front of my window is good enough. Yupz..slept a lil more, and my 2nd alram rang. Finally dragged myself out of bed, and wahed up, and went for beakfast! When i stepped out of AB hse,the air was so fresh, and a lil chuilly, but the sun was shining cheerfully! Hmm..wat am i doing here in the comp room man?! Should think of smth to do in the sun, cos i think now, we're officially in Autumn, and the sun is a rare thing.

Hmm..speaking of Autumn weather! Jas and I went to town to get some groceries from New World. Which is actually quite far frm the cable car statiion. About 30 mins walk from Weir i think. Anyways, we got yummy instant noodles frm A-Mart (Asian Supermarket) and tom yam paste (from thailand)! Then, got a 2 Litre fabric softener, and a 1.5kg detergent! boy, did we have a "good" time, lugging that all back to Weir! And the weather was of no help at all! It was soo windy,that, even in town, we practically had to stop walking cos the wind was so strong, and blowing in the opposite direction! Seriously, if it gets a lttle stronger, i'll most certainly be swept off my feet. I was seriouly considering runnin got a pole nearby to hug it. But well, that would seem silly. So..yeah. Apparently ppl do that when the wind gets much much stronger.

But well, glad that was yesterday. Hmm..maybe i can lug all my heavy biology book out into the field to study. Or, i could take a walk to Botanical Gardens, and lay on the grass for fun!  (oh, did i mention, the last time i went to Botanical Gardens with all my oth friends, we lied down on the grassy slope, and rolled down sideways! It was so fun! only that i felt as if my brains were shifted to one side after that! ) Or, i could read the novel I'm engrossed with. Or i can decide to go to town and window shop. Hmm...that reminds me, i need a windbreaker-raincoat! and it's sooo darn expensive here! the ones i saw so far were like 200 +!! crazy man! that's like al;most rm500!! hmm..mayb all i saw were the super branded ones. You see, the problem is that i dunno what's good and what's not. Aihz..and i've been so wanting to go to the Esprit right opposite the cable Car station at Lambton Quay. But I never got around doing it, cos either we were late, or we were carrying too many things. And htey'r having clearance sale now! hmm...mayb i shoudl go today after all!

ok...better go now. Had quite a lot of studying done yesterday. 2 more chapters to go! yays! and i have a 1500 word research essay due in another month! argghh...dread dread...

TIng Ting Ting!! HaPpIe BuRfDaY!!! hmm...do u blog anymore??! havnt heard frm u in ages!!

okie dokie./..crap! im not feeling on top of the world now! Uni starts again tomorrow! aihz...ok, look on the bright side. At least we'v been having superb weather for the past few days. Except today. Nevermind that. Yeah, i guess, it does at least make me enjoy my hols to the fullest! SUn SUn Sun! never appreciated it that much! WEnt to Porirua for BBQ/POol party organised by CF yesterday. It was fun! iand the indoor heated pools were great! there were even hydroslides, jaccuzzi, and wave pools! And some really nice guy, from Elim Church organised some games and even partly sponsored our BBQ! But the sad thing was that i didnt swim! Dont ask me why! hmmphh! anyways, t waas great to be out in the sun for good lunch and good company.

Hmm..what else have i been doing. Well, it seemed to me that i have been styding quite a lot, but apparently not, esp when i see the Discussion Boards on Blackboard! the ppl ask weird and deep questions for my BMSC209, and i didnt even study that since my test~!! and no, i dowana think about my marks for the stupid test b4 the hols! oarggh..lets just hope i pass it man. This is the first time i've freaked out this much! Plus, Jas and I have to meet the Vice-Chancellor sometime this week about the schship. Probably they just wanna assess us,. and i think do some article, so that they can send it back to our colleges in M'sia for promo or smth. That's what our coordinator was telling us earlier! Crap! how?! with such terrible grades! man...i've gotta buck up!

ok..i think i better get back to soem reading for my research essay for evolution! aihz..apes and apes and apes! why do i even bother?!

edited: this is a pic from my Easter Camp! yupz, mostly asians, cos it's International CF! and mostly M'sians oso ! ahah..and the house behind is the Marae. Im..umm...some where in the pic lah..in black. ahahha...i just checked, it costs me $0.06 to post one pic. So, wont be posting much i think. Ocassionaly will put up nice photos lah. And i shd get Dan to put all my photos in Snap fish for me. I sent him a Cd of all my pics!

i feel sooo loved! seriously! eheheh.. havnt got soo many comments on my blog entry in a long time. Or probably never. Haha.. umm. mei is right. I thinkim definitely in black, and i think euodia's described me pretty well, head tilted, and leaning on one side, with the supposedly M'sian sign (apparently all Msian's do that "peace" thingy in pics).  Im standing on the left, on the 2nd row frm the bottom. I think.. and ohya, ann!!! i havnt heard frm u in ages! blog here in tabulas lerrr....that reminds me, ppl like aster?! and ying...i wana hear more frm u! not just the bad news!

ok..anyways, hmm...it's been fun reading everyone's blogs! Esp ppl i dont know. And sometimes, i even enjoy reading abt ppl i dont really knw. Interesting how ppl's blogs link to one another eh? Kaypo-ness! Yes indeed! ehehhe..but that's what girls do. Carried in the female genes i guess.

Just finished Biol 111 test. It was ok. Wasnt entirely hard, but cant say i get all of em' right either. anyways, glad it's over now. gotta concentrate on my 1500 word research essay now. 116 lecture and workshop today was quite interesting. Learning bout male/female reproductive systems in lectures. ANd in the workshop, we were discussing weirdest questions like:

1.why do female hav menopause and men dont?

2.y do human(men) have larger penis compared to oth primates

3.why do females have breasts?

Whao! i've never gave that much thought, but we launched into quite an interesting discussion and the tutor was quite good. Giving us views frm all perspectives. But i still cant believe the tutor get paid for asking the 3rd quest! haha!

ohya, reen, i also noticed that i talk abt the weather more than i used to. No, change that. I never talked abt the weather back home! hahah..well, probably cos there's more "weather" to talk abt here! haha! in m'sia it would only have been rainy, sunny. And plus, the weather pretty much governs my moods! and that's so not good man!

ok...i guess that's pretty much it frm me. Was excited to update jsut now. But now, i just dont feel like it anymore. Aihz..

Currently feeling: crappy

Ok…many things have been on my mind lately. It’s been accumulating, and more now, since I came back from CF. Talked to loads of people abt loads of things.

I felt really at home and comfortable when im with fellow brothers and sisters. It’s really true how we fire each other up, and in one way or another, we are encouraged by one another. I went for Discovery Jesus Bible Study (DJB) in the afternoon just now. It’s catered for non-Cs or rather pre-Cs(being positive here). It’s just a more relaxed small group where those interested in Christianity would just come together and we would discuss abt some stuff (cos we found out that there were many pre-Cs who were interested in finding out more abt Christianity), and Feli, the leader of this small grp (who’s also the ICF president), also planned to just go thru the book of Mark. But anyway, I wasn’t planning on attending it, but last week, she was asking me to attend it as well, so that I can sort of encourage Jas to come along. Yeah, but the thing was that, for the first meeting today, Jas couldn’t make it, and no one turned up, except me, Feli and Abbie (Co-leader). We figured it’s probably cos it was the first week of Uni and also that most ppl are not aware of it. But yeah, so we went to Vicky’s café at Uni, and I got hot choc! And we sat on nice comfy sofas, and just chatted. And yeah..it was just encouraging to just sometimes talk to Christian friends, and just sharing and knowing that somebody feels the same as you do. Abbie’s great as well! She’s a pastors kid, and has been travelling the world with her parents since she was 2 yrs old, and totally lived by faith. She was in the team to smuggle Bibles into China when she was 7!!! How interesting is that?! The exposure and the kind of life! Just exciting! Im glad God opened away for me to be involved in this lil ministry, where I can serve God, and also be amongst Christians. No, don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I don’t like being ard non-Cs, but smtimes, it’s just that u need to get encouragement and inspiration from each oth.

I didn’t realise I would find so much joy to be actually part of a lil ministry or smth like that, not until recently. After the DJB meeting, I felt more fired up and just a surge of life and meaning. I’ve been struggling. Struggling with what my purpose is here in NZ. Certainly God wouldn’t bring me this far just to be an average undergrad who live the typical uni life. Considering that I came this far, not just in distance, but also the things I had to face before this. God’s good. More than good! He’s great! Need evidence of that? Look at my life! All the desperateness and the clinging on to God by the bear threads of my faith. Grace indeed! But for the past few weeks, I’ve been pretty aimless. I mean I knew there is some reason for being here, but I guess it’s different from when I was back home, cos I was in a church, and I had the youth, and a place to serve in, and a ministry to fit in, in church. A slot for me. But since I’ve been here, it feels pretty weird to be more of a spectator. Ok, I know, sometimes, in life, I ought to just stop, be still and just receive His love. After all, He did not call us to be workaholics for Him. But im happy that my roots are beginning to find good soil to sink into.

Jess came to me just now after CF and asked me if I wanted to take over as Worship Coordinator. I told her I didn’t want to worship lead. But she said all I had to do was just arrange for a worship leader every week, and a musician. Easy stuff. I should be fine with that, but I told her to give me a lil more time, so I can get to know ppl better first. And get use to the style of worship here.

I’ve been forced to grow so much more here, intellectually as well as mentally. Now that it has been more than 2 months since I was here. Learning to be independent indeed! Since I’ve been here, I’ve been talking to a lot of people, about many things under the sun, but they were more serious stuff, and boy, polititcs is sure one famous chat topic, esp when Im around Jas. Hat politics, and never really was interested in it. So I just usually listen, and keep quiet. I also find myself getting engaged in more intellectual topics over here. It’s just a natural thing. Umm..i cant really explain it, but it’s just that it’s no longer the trivial stuff that I talk abt so much. Probably cos I mix with ppl who are older than me at ICF. I’ve talked to many who are already working! And even the Kiwis here are more opinionated.

Random thought:  I want to raise my kids according to the western culture. They’re far better than the way Chinese/Asians raise their kids. Man, boys in M’sia just get stuck with Playstation and all other comp games. Whereas, over here, it’s more of healthy activities like outdoor activities. And here, parents don’t pamper their kids as much. Compared to the Kiwis here, I think my mum pampers me a lot. Would have been a spoilt brat! Ahahh… I mean, they even have to pay for half their tuition and accommodation. And it’s not natural and understood that parents would pay for their education and support their uni lifestyle! We Malaysians, or Asians in general, expect to be raised supported by our parents, until we actually finish Uni. Man, as of now, I’m really beginning to think that Msian kids are sooo pampered and spoilt!

Heard quite a lot of depressing news from Esther about some of the things happening in FGA. I just found out that Ps. Lai’s wife, Aunty Rosalinda has a brain tumour. And somebody else I knw has cancer. And esther had a friend frm PFS who’s a scout, who commited suicide and is actually dead now! And…aihz..makes me remember how life is precious and yet unpredictable.

Generally, I’ve been really happy today, cos frst,it’s Friday! And the sun was out in the afternoon! Though it was still chilly cos the wind was blowing. I can seriously feel my skin thickening, and I can stand the cold a lil more. Will probably melt when I come back end of this year. (Ping, now I undstand why u complained so much when it was hot in M’sia, and yet, u didn’t like the cold weather in US). Didn’t do much. Except go for DJB in the afternoon, then rushed to squash for an hour, and then, rushing for ICF and missing dinner cos I just didn’t have the time. But adjourned for supper at Readings, and I had comparatively yummy asian cuisine. So..im full and contented now.

Ok, this is the pic of the pendant dan gave me for Valentines, and as my going-away pressie. Just felt like taking a pic of it and posting it. =) it says LDR Yupz, we're determining to put our relationship on the cross. And the Jesus is in the centre. We're carved on it! On the other side has our initials, "DJ" carved on it. He has one as well, but  J.D. instead.

ok..i;'d better go to sleep. TSCF, this huge body that is comprised of all the CFs, OCFs, and Christian Unions in NZ is having some leadership workshop thingy. Feli asked me to come along. And there'll be a thanksgivign service tomorrow night, and the newly appointed deirector of TSCF frm Scotland will be speaking! apparently he's a really fun guy!Plus, I'll get to meet with all the CF presidents frm all over NZ cos they'll be down for TSCF AGM. And on sunday morning, Michelle and I have to represent the ICF for some forum at TSCF office. Gonna be a hectic weekend. But Im happy to be involved! So..yayz!

My basic wardrobe colours?

Blue. Pink. Grey.

and maybe u can add soem whites and blacks. ahahah...just realised this. And i have a "pink" and blue shoe to go wth whatever i pick out of my wardrobe! Perfecta!

Im totally pooped! Went for a 6 hour Leadership Training by TSCF(tertiery students christian fellowship) at Lifepoint church. Then, came back to weir for barely 2 hours, and went back to Lifepoint for the TSCF Thanksgiving Service. TSCF is the main organisation that basically overseas all the Christian Groups there are in all the campuses thru-out NZ. ANd the newly elected director jsut flew in frm Scotland today.

Thank God for the opportunity given to me to attend the Leadership Training. It was more of  a relaxed discussion group rather than an intensive training. And I got to meet sooo many new ppl! You see, all the Presidents and representatives from all the Christian Groups in NZ flew down to WElly jsut to attend the events for this weekend. Most of the Presidents for OCF/ICF are Malaysians lah! Hmm..imagine, ppl came all the way  from Auckland, Dunedin, Christchurch and Hamilton! WEll, besides the fact that i was this lost first year, who didint really know anyone, besides my friends frm ICF, I had quite a good exposure. And it was great meeting all the ppl who are leading great groups from every corner of NZ!There will be another Forum frm 10-3pm..forllowed by an AGM.

Weird, cos this were all last minute, cos none of the committee of ICF could go for the forum, and we needed to be represented by 2 ppl. So, yeah..yesterday, they asked me to go and jsut listen, and yeah...At first, i was looking forward to a relaxing and enjoyable weekend, after the first week of Uni, but, suddenly, im totally busy! but i guess it's good! Though i sooo have to catch up on my readings!

Can't help but want to praise God for all that He;s been doing in my life since i got here. THe pace has been slightly slower here, but God's working, and I shall jsut wait and be stilll. Lots more to learn and to grow. Im looking forward to it! im soo excited to see what God reveals to me! Praise God for who He is! Thank God for providing me with ICF, a "home away frm home" indeed!

ok..gotta call dan now. And then, I'll be off to slumberland!

Currently listening to: First Love
Currently feeling: Tired, but satisfied!

1. i timed myself. It takes me approx 7 mins if i super power walk up the slope from Weir house to Campus. and it takes 5 mins if i power walk back frm Campus, cos it's downhill.On average, i take 10 mins to get to and from classes without huffing and puffing when i arrive. eheheh..ok..that's jsut random.

2. i miss numbers so much! i miss math! i miss accounts! and maybe i miss physics..but i dont think i miss Mr. Leong. ahahha...i just realised that all my courses for this trimester is Bio, Bio and Bio!! aihz...besides lab calculations, i barely have to deal with numbers at all! Only taking a Stats paper, which is apparently really boring next trimester. ANd that's all. Just BIo, and Chemistry! Aihz,,..what am i doing man"?! considering that i liked numbers the most!

3. Uni life is easy. Much easier than Form 5 or anything else! YEAH RITE! A TOTAL MYTH! i seem to have to work way harder than i used to k! aihz... and the ppl here, well at least the ppl in AB hse, studies like mad.and there's this firl who got like 100 for her Law ppr..crazy wan k! and the amount of assignments! SO much for thinking that Kiwis are quite slack...

ok...now..HAPPIE NEWS! i didnt fail my 209 after all!! ahahah..imagine, i was so happy and contented with 65.3%! aihz..what has become of me? Seriously thank God man. Like i was tlaking to my mum the oth day, and i told her the results were not out yet, and she said, "Good, then u can pray more"...ahahah..u bet i did! thank God..i dare not even think of what if i actually failed the ppr. The schship..and all..and above all..my motivation and self esteem for the subject. Sop..this means i relaly have to pis already. Yupz! im gonna PIA!!!

ok..gotta go for tea, no0..dinner i mean....cheers!

Currently feeling: tired

haha...jo..this entry is particularly for ur curiosity. heh!

Tickles and Squeezes.

haha...got it?!

hmm...anyways, yeah..will pray for u guys to miraculously pass like i did! heh!

ok..gotta go bery my head in my books, having a practical test tomorrow at 12. Or..wait, mayb i would bury my head under my conforter first?

*ngyeh ngyeh ngyeh*

Currently feeling: sleepy lerh!

The weather in Welly is so RUDE! Strong gusts of wind jsut blow whenever they like! Darn! Apparently, we had the coldest day in most parts of NZ yesterday. it was about 10C in welly, but it's not the temp that bothers me! It makes the cold 10 times worse when the wind comes! I was walking back frm church yesterday, and we walked past this puddle of water, and some random gust of wind jsut blew, and the puddle of water was blown into air k! RUde indeed!

my mood so synchronises with the weather. It's been wet and occasionally the sun peaks thru the clouds, and then it rains again! and it really sucks cos AB is not connected to the main building, which means, rain or shine, snow of storm, we'll hav to go out and cross over to the dining hall, Not unless we choose to hibernate, or choose to starve and rot in AB. Hmmm..mayb our survival instincts will make us turn into Cannibals instead? hahah...ok...by now, it's significantly clear that im sleepy, tired, and sick! Today pretty much passed by in a haze...Though i did find joy in playing Foosball and Table tennis in Weir hse. The foosball table is a lil cacat cos the players are a lil "katit"(short) and sometimes, the ball will jsut be stationary in some area where no players could reach. It's then that we add another ball in and then we play with 2 or smtimes 3 ball in the "field'. Hahah..and ohya, the whole glass/cover/whatever u call it, on the top of the table can b lifted up so we can push the balls into a "play-able" area. But we still found excitement in playing that after every meal. And table tennis is quite cool as well. It's me re-living childhood cos i used to play ping pong with my neighbour for the whole day, and stopping only for meals.

hmm..what else happened? Ohya, HILLSONGS! is coming to Elim Church!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Reuben is coming, but i dont think Darlene will be here.. It's this wednesday night,so i'll go! Hopefully i'll be able to drag someone to come along.

Hmmm..what else? Ohya, played pool at Cue World last Friday after CF, but we were excceptionally horrible that night.

hmmm..what else? Im jsut too lazy to think. Ok, i'll jsut type whateer that comes to my mind.

1. had a misunderstanding/fight with dan over the weekend, but things are sorted out. 

2. Jas has RObot, cos he BF sent it down! I wana watch it!!! ANd Miss Congeniality 2!! arrggh..it's in the cinemas now, but it's really not worth it to pay 12 bucks for that. Plus i havnt watched the 1st one!!

3. sleepp

4.sleep...

5.stupid weather.

6. i miss dan.

7. i havnt studied at all this weekend!

8. ok, forget it..i'll jsut end here.

Currently feeling: lethargic

wooohoo!!

just came back frm the Hillsongs worship at Elim! It was quite awesome! But i think it was more of a a Reuben Morgan team(for his solo debut album), rather than the main Hillsongs band. Being typically Malaysian, my friends and I arrived late, and we sat right at the back, and behind a pillar, and some girl who decided to block our view with her butt! But it was not that bad. And my friends took a pic with Reuben k! I was just steps away frm them, and i almost jumped into the group when the were taking the pic!! But I didnt.

And i almost bought the latest United Live album!!! Cannot remember the name, but, yeah..it was $25 k! so exp! It's like RM75, and i can buy sooo many albums frm Msia. But then, the thing is that i dont think it's out in M'sia yet!!! that's the novelty of getting the album earlier i guess. But not worth it lah. So..yeah, in the end, the rational and spend-thrift side of me decided against it. But Esther(CHing) did buy the album, and im soo gonna rip it off her when she's done with it! Nyeh Nyeh Nyeh... And there was also Reuben's SOlo album, World Through Your Eyes. It's more of worship songs. Hmm.... Ohya, apparently, United Live was in NZ in Feb, but i jsut arrived, and i didnt know about it!!! argghh....There;'s always next time i guess, since Nz is so near Aussie.

Ok...i've gotten my BIOL111 paper back. Didnt do too bad, thank God! COuld have done better though. And i just got another assignment for 209!! arrgghh...and it's way harder this time..ok..no..it's not hard. Im gonna think positive, and overcome that in my mind! haha! I so dont look forward to May though, cos i have tests and assignments due on every single week i think! And another "greatest" thing is that finals officially start on the 3rd of JUNE!!! do u know what day that is??! darn! But i dont have a paper until tthe 7th. But still!! that means i wont be able to enjoy and celebrate my bday until all my finals are over on 13the June!...aihz...

ok..gotta call dan...chaoz! ohya, congrats jo! U see, miracles do happen!!

edited: i keep forgetting to tell u guys this. I've finally put up photos on Snapfish!! Well, actually dan helped me do it. He spent hours doing that, right right? thanx a lotz!!! yeah..so, to save u guys the trouble, as ap recommended, this are the details so u all can log on, and just view the pics

email add: jandan143@gmail.com

password: djlord

um..actually i havnt seen the photos in snapfish for myself. Will prob do that on Michael's comp cos that lucky guy got a separate wireless connection and it doesnt cost him as much.

Ok..reen, dont reawd this part, im gonna talk about the weather. ahahha...it's an awesome day today. The sun was out, and the wind, just nice, not too strong.

I decided to detour on my way back frm my only class for today, and walked around Kelburn Park instead. It's just amazing, the sun, the breeze, and i cant help but praise the Creator! The blue blue sky, with the long white clouds. Just amazing! I was just singing praises to Him, and stopped by the fountain, and sat by the side, reflecting on His greatness, refocussing my thoughts, and taking on a new perspective of things-through God's eyes. It was simply amazing and refreshing. Surely, those who seek Him will find Him. And im still seeking, and i know He's there. Just awesome. So awesome...awesome awesome. So awesome is His name!

And then, to top that all up, when i finally decided to come back, i got a mail from Dan!!!Was beaming all the way thru the letter! =) It's just great receiving letters, postcards. Ohya, sue sent me a postcard! Got it last week i think. That reminds me, Euodia, you got my postcard anott? sent it out like 3 weeks ago.

ok..gotta go for lunch. Then go shopping for new jandals. So sad k! Remember the missmatched slippers i have, the one where sue has one side, while i have the other..my side broke!! *sob *sob...and the ppl here not cool enough to have missmatched slipper..=( nobody to swap with me....aihz...

ok..better go for lunch d...

Currently feeling: Cheerful!