argghh..headache!! searching for stuff for physics assignment! so many things to get done this week. I need a miracle to survive this week man!!
1. physics assignment-due date: thursday
2. moral assignment-due date:friday
3. chemistry test on friday
4. family night- practices practices and practices
5. awards ceremony
6.jpa apeal crap
7. visit nz education group
8. vacuum the floor

i have lotsa stuf to write in here, but doubt if i have the time at all!
pray for me!! thanx!!

havn't been getting much sleep..infact, since sunday, i've been sleeping at 2-3am everyday! dont ask me how i survived..truly by the grace of god i guess.

i remembered, one morning, i think it was tuesday, i woke up with a terrible mood and a killing throb in my head. Dragged myself out of bed and went to coll. On the way there, i just said a silent prayer, and while i was waiting for li ting to fetch me, i saw a rainbow amidst all the grayish clouds. Well, was so reminded of God's promises and my whole day was made! He certainly reveals miracles to us subtlely to encourage and spur us on.

DIdnt get the JPA sship which i was banging so much hope on! well, i guess God knows better. And though we have many plans, ultimately, it's His purposes that should prevail. Im still lost. Im still at despair, sometimes. Hmm..guess he'll be revealing more and more to me as each day comes. Well, i sense that im supposed to learn to praise Him and thank HIm no matter what comes my way. Not easy. Learning. GOd please help me.

what am i doing here in the Cyber cafe man?! im supposed to be in the library! Argghh..chemistry, 2 whole long chapters to cover!...

yay..sue lynn's coming back in 2-3weeks time. 28th june...cant wait.

headache headache headache...but yay! my chem test is finally over ..and i guess all the sweat n blood toiled for it was quite worth it. and no ju! i wont fail! and i've finished my crappy moral assignment. Boy,i think i've never crapped so much in my life! and it's in black and white to prove it! but then again, thanks to the technology of "copy-&-paste", my work gets done faster. ahahah.jahat..but forced to. one more physics assignment to go..and a few more tests next week..then voila!

i still dunno what to wear for family night. Got this cool 70s-ish specs from my fren. aihz

jetson's gonna leave soon to mmu..reen, u got new fren d...anyway, should i go for his farewell party this saturday nite? c-1st lah, if family night doesnt end too late, maybe i'l drop by. he practically invited the whole hsc! and us, cf of course.

my friend, shin yee, got the JPA scholarship to do medicine in Russia. She's still undecided. Would i take it IF i got it? ok, in the 1st place , i wouldnt have applied for medicine..so..oklah, if i got it, i most probably grab it, unless God prompts otherwise.

anyway, was talking to a senior of mine just now, she applied for JPA too, some years ago, and she also got about 10 As or so..but she didnt get it. But she was saying that some of her other frens who appealed got it. So..i oso dunnolah. Hopefully i'l get it. THough i've learnt not to place so much hope.

sometimes, i think im sick of applying for scholarships. I know i shouldnt be, but cant help but feel a lil discouraged and disappointed. but my uncle was telling me that David took 5 stones to face GOliath in battle. Wel, David certainly didnt know which stone God would use to strike Goliath dead, so, i guess i'll just have to pick up the stones that i find, and trust HIm that he'll use one of those stones. Well, to summarise, i would have to try everything and just wait to see which door GOd opens.

Lord, please help me to look to you and keep my focus at you and may your wil be done. Amen.

english test was over yesterday! only maths left to go! and i got my chem marks dee...not too bad i guess, for one who burnt the midnite oil. But still not satisfied! typical of us human huh? had some silly careless mistakes. So, i guess it was not impossible to get perfect score! ok, janice, pls be contented! Haha.

ping came back frm uk dee. Tat gal super lucky. Went on 2 weeks hol to uk..but at least she got me something..ehehhe...

sue lynn's gona be back! yay! i think i've sed this many many times...

ok..im dead tired. Guess i just never seem to get enuff sleep!

my eyelids weigh a tonne!! or probably more! im so sleepy. as usual..was practically nodding off at physics n english class. felt so bad. OK, i must sleep before 12 tonite. anyway, my weekend has been great! ai ping's party was fun! im so gonna miss everyone ler..well, actually, im already missing them. GOt a chance to catch up with aster. Boy, i just realised that i missed hier. her siao-ness...ehehe. We're all gonna be scattered all over Earth. Ai ping- US, Ying& trace- s'pre, ting-kedah, aster&suann-kl, and next year, it's gonna be worse. OK, like ai ping said, no matter what, we so must meet together when we're 21. tidak kira di mana hujung dunia! a reunion. the return of DA BLEX. Ok, im so crapping now.

well, besides ap's party, had a great sunday! couldnt have handball cos the haze was rather thick. Wouldnt be that good for health. arrgghh...i havnt been exercising for so long. Okla, i did train for squash for Sports Carnival last saturday. Totally karat-ed! ahahah..and the match is this wednesday! and believe it or not, im taking part in volleyball for Sports Carnival too! ahaah...

i dunno why, but im feeling happy today! despite lack of sleep lah. feeling great inside!

Currently feeling: happily sleepy

woke up with joshua's song ringing in my mind. "you call me friend". I keep finding myself humming this part.."you will find me faithful, you will find me true" or something like that lah. And, i was just thinking, what am i gonna do today that it will make him find me faithful and true. How am i gonna please him and put a smile on his face today? well, there are just so many opportunities in a day for us to actually act like CHrist. It all depends on us. It depends on whether we want to make that choice, which at times may seem hard, to actually do what JEsus would have done.