went for japanese food yesterday for lunch. My dad treated us lah..kononnya for my results, but not that i had a choice to choose what restraunt i wanted. Anyway, Miyabi jap food was ok nia..and i found out that i dont really like jap food after all. It's only the sushis and the sashimis which i luv. i want sushi king!!

WEnt for idp fair yesterday. Saw quite a lot of ppl..namely francis, sharon, su lin, jetson adn cheryl yu. WEll, there was nothing much for me there coz most of the uni/colleges do not have twinning programmes or credit transfers. Tambahan pula, they dont offer any scholarships.

Im in the midst of applying for scholarships. well, not a lot of them for me to apply oso lah. I 've no idea where to scout for scholarships. But i sure God provides me with one. He should lah, considering that he has already provided me with quite good results. My mum and i were taliking to A. Phaik Lean(esther's mum) and wow..God is so blessing her and her family. It's like, though she didnt get the JPA scholarship,. she got another sship, and the best thing is, it doesnt have a bond. See? GOd even helps you to get sships without bonds!! But i guess, i'l have to constantly trust in Him and realise that He has great plans ahead of us.

Ok, wana go play pool liao..

kini, ku, terduduk di hadapan skrin komputer, hanya menunggu jam tanganku menunjukkan jam 6 petang. Kelas-kelasku telah habis sejam lalu. Kelas "malaysian studies" amat, sangat, sungguh ( i know, i know it's wrong..just for the effect) membosankan! walau bagaimanapun, tadi, aku akhirnya telah mengunjungi gelanggang 'basketball' INTI yang boleh dikatakan berada dalam keadaan yang lebih memuaskan berbanding dengan gelanggang lain. Namun, aku tetap sedar bahawa gelanggang ini bukanlah gelanggang yang paling baik di P.Pinang.

Seluruh tubuhku terasa panas. Mungkin, aku belum sembuh dari demam. Tambahan pula, aku tidak berhenti-henti batuk sepanjang hari ini. Kerongkong aku pula boleh diumpamakan dengan gurun Sahara! Patutlah suaraku garau! Akan tetapi, aku tetap mahu berpandangan positif- suaraku seksi..ahahah...

Argghh..kepalaku bagailah mengahadapi ribut taufan apabila memikirkan perkara-perkara yang perlu aku siapkan hari ini. Aku langsung tidak mengemaskan bilikku sejak SPM, dan rasanya, keadaan bilik aku lebih teruk daripada sebelum SPM. Tambahan pula, terdapat projek Malaysian Studies yang belum disiapkan dan projek ini bakal dihantar pada akhir minggu ini.

Ok, this is pure crap! ahahah!! i did it in five munutes.So not my fault. Hope this editted version is much better.. I know I know, my malay karat d!! aih...wat a shame..maybe i should have like BM-Mondays or something..

ok, yesterday was certainly no happy-sunny day for me..in fact, it was terrible..dunno why oso lah, all the pressures and all. SOmetimes, i feel that having straight As doesnt make anything much better. In the aspect of further studies lah..

anyway, got up early to go to school to certify some certificates, then came to college at 10.30am..well, today, i'll be in college for approximately 12 hours! having cf today and we're starting the 40days of purpose thing..yay! then, we're having a little outing to the bowling alley. and then, come back to college at 7pm for mid-sem party. Theme: missmatched..well, ai ping has been bugging me to really really get missmatched. Hmm...dont have the guts lah, paiseh nia...anyway, im looking forward to how she'll turn out in her big T-shirt with a spagetthi top over it. And a pair of jeans, and a pair of bright yellow shorts over it..sounds like it's gona be worse than superman! eheheh...

Ohya, i had lotsa fun today with sharon and ping, correcting reen's bm entry..ahahah..

Malayan Union
i remember nothing bout it man..and im supposed to do it for my Malaysian Studies assignment. So, since my sis is doing it for her PMR course work, i shall go curi some facts..eheheh...

im so happy, ok lah, not exactly ecstatic, but, im happy enough to be smiling at the screen right now. and i thiink im a little hyper today. well, i attribute that to my lack of sleep. Only slept at 3am, finished my Malaysian Studies assignment, then tried to solve some mind bogling-iq-challenging gadget borrowed from Daniel. Yea, i know, i must have been crazy, staying awake just to solve tat thing, but i just couldnt give up. Anyway, i did berjaya lah! eheheh...

Ohya, went for bowling yesterday with cf ppl. So shiok!! GOt one or two strikes i think. Well, i just call that beginners luck. The cf ppl are really great, fun n friendly. Thank God for them. Then came back to college for Mid-Sem party, well, mua didnt really mismatch. Only wore some red top with green pants. And yes, presenting to you, Miss Mismatch: Ms. Lee-Lim Ai Ping. True to her words, she came up totally mismatched! Purple huge T-shirt wwith a white spagetthi top over it. Yellow shorts. Sandals and football socks on, both with different colours. Seriously must salute her man. And she pbviously won hands down coz no one, no girls, were as daring as her. The guys were not too mismatched either adn MR. Mismatch was Jetson. Hmm..games were farely fun, and the food was ok oso lah. But the turn out was not so good. But the INTIMA ppl did a great job...

Ohya, had free dance after that, had DJs and disco lights. And eeeeee....there was this freaky guy who kept asking me to dance. Yuck yuck yuck..tat guy is really sick wan lah. eeee...the whole nite, i was trying 2 hide in my group of friends. Scaree....

today was not too bad, i think as long as im not at home, things seems to sail lah. Spent most of my free time in DSA (department of student affairs) today. It's fun in there lah, got carem board, im kinda addicted to it d. I also played Grabble today, so 'chee kek". Then Daniel gave me another mind-bogling-iq-challenging gadget to solve. still havnt berjaya-ed, will go back and try it 2morrow. Ohya, there's air-con in that room too, with sofas and all. Christian music was the being played there too! Shiok lah...

ok, wana go home and catch up on my sleep d..

i just came back from college. Argghh..my head is throbbing like mad. I practically 'tiang-ed' all the answers for my malaysian studies Quiz 2. aih..all da stupid parliament and judicary stuff...History is never my thing! Anyway. today was silly lah and yet fun lah. i had a break since 12pm coz one of my teachers was on leave. So, i hadd like 3 hours break, spent it all in DSA mugging on Malaysian Studies. Went for lunch at cyber cafe and then went back 2 DSA to study aka sleep! Then after test, i played grabble again, but poor brain didnt really function well lah, so, all my words kena curi..*sob *sob..

Anyway, today was the lawak-est day in my coll life man! Heard bout mary had a little lamb? and her lamb followed her to school? well, this was exactly what happened to ai ping, only that it was Becky, her dog who followed her to school. So, the dog tagged along, and came in our accounts class with us! ahahah..so lawak man! She went for maths class also. and, boy, she was the star of the day man..thank god Daniel was kind enough to keep her in DSA, until lunch time, then Su ann drove ai ping and her dog back. Crazy man. the dog just didnt want to go home. So, i guess, DSA should be abbeviation for Department of Supervision of Animals(dogs)..ahahha

Just came back from supper half an hour ago. Youth was fun lah. We D2(dance & drama) team did some scetch entitled 'Seven sisters and the Last Butler'. It was mostly lawak, but hopefully the true message of the sketch was sent forth: bearing with one another. Hmm..i guess i have to learn a lot too. And considering tat so many ppl turned up tonight, well, i hope that this somehow touched their lives, tthough i do not know how. Well, during the todays worship, even as i was standing at the back, i was just praying that seeds will be sewn in every non-believer or backslidden person in the room. Well, many times, they seem to come and go, but hopefully, there would be a small impact in their lives lah. Well, Shiang, chan Mei Hui and adeline yeap and jetson came too!

Urrgghh..i wana watch Passion ( the mel gibson movie)!! i read bout it from Joshua and Ju's blog..and here about it frm everywhere..aih..if only lah, can go for leadership retreat next week..

Currently listening to: Lakewood's I will sing
Currently feeling: Zzzzzz

hmm..very unusual of me not to update my blog. But i've been kinda busy in college lah. or should i say i have been spending most of my free time playing grabble and carem in DSA. Hmm..should be spending more time in the library instead huh? considering that my mid term is round the corner, three weeks or so. Ok, anyway, wats new? ohya, vashoo started college on monday. she's fitting in well lah, rite shoo?

yayay!! finally i bought this pair of shorts i really really loved since half a year ago. I went to bj with sharon, ping, shoo and su ann to get it.ehehhe.mega sale marh..reen, i've got it! ahaha..

ok..im supposed to find stuff for my physics practical. It's due on this thursday and i havent even started! and i cant seem to find anything from the internet. or maybe i simply dont have the skill

yeah! there will be cf tomorrow and we'll be having a jamming session. Hopefully can learn drums from the pro-pro sekalian there.

ahh..Finally i finished my physics practical report! yes, finally. I had one week to complete it, but as usual, i like to leave it till the very end. So, sleepless nights and panicky mornings are the results of my last-minute-ness. But i guess i prefer working under pressure, though i tend to burst after a certain limit. Anyway, thanx Ju!

Hmm, i spent most of my time in the library on the com with some thousand-paged physics book on my lap. Well, this was how i spent all my free time today! Even spent my lunch time there. Hmm..being
kinda 'kuai' d huh? eheheh..

Im starting on the 2nd week of the 40 days of purpose series. We were created to bring pleasure to God. Worship is our lifestyle. And we can worship the Almighty by doing every thing as if God is watching. Yeah, even my Physics practical.

Im beginning to love INTI so much. Am i slipping into comfort zone? Am i supposed to even be in INTI? For all i know, God wants me to be somewhere else. But i guess, while i am here, i must as well make the fullest out of it! And i luv CF. The ppl are just so great.

I wana watch the The Passion Of Christ!! Have been hearing so much about it, but...maybe i should go for leadership retreat next week.

When we say we trust God, we have to truly trust Him. Well, that would mean that if we're trusting him, we'll have to let him do HIs will in our life. Well, im standing at a forked road now. And as the poem, 'THe Road Not Taken' by Robert Frost goes, im trying to look as deep into the route as possible, trying to figure out what's ahead. However, everything seems dark and uncertain. And at some point, it even seems scary. Im constantly praying that God will show HIs way to me. And in 40 DoP, i've learnt that im supposed to totally surrender to Him and as Ps. Rick said, give your leash to Him. But then again, many times, i surrender to Him, and when it comes to decision time, what am i supposed to do? HOw am i supposed to know that the decision im making is exactly what God wants me to do? Yeah, the peace of God will be with me. But the problem is, im quite the all-practical kind of person. So, sometimes, uncertainty creaps in. Nevertheless, im gonna continue to press on and seek his face. Im sure he has something in store for me.

Well, i was reading day 10 (or was it 11?) of the Purpose Driven LIfe, and it said that we sometimes miss the blessings God intended for us because we're not right with HIm, be it in the aspect of trust or even in the aspect of our motives. And sometimes, we might not be receiving God's blessings for years just because we're either ignorant of this fact, or we are just not bothered. Well, the thought of this is scary. Imagine, if we live our lives not knowing that we're actually living it wrongly. But i guess, we must constantly be checking on ourselves and be open to correction from the Holy Spirit or even frm the ppl around us.

anyway, i was played basketball today! and sweated like a pig coz we played at 3 something. Craziness. Went to DSA to chill out and ended up playing grabble. Today was kinda fun lah. Looking forward to 2night's farewell party for Lydia.

heyz, all da blex out there..still remember on this day, three years ago, Da Blex were formed? hmm..how time flies huh? then, we didnt even take our pmr yet..and now, spm results are already out! guess this is part of llife. "every unforgiving minute" And, seems like all da blex are now scattered all over the place, though none has ventured overseas yet. But still lah, thinking of those really really great times we had together, doing things we can only do at that age. Remember those late nights in ai ping's house? and those crazy outings we had? ok, im so reminising. Those camp days, when we pia like mad not to mention had tonnes of fun. Well, i guess there is a time for everything, and everyone is going on their seperate ways. Nevertheless, i must say that i've been truly blessed with wonderful friends like them and that will always be a part of me. I miss those days man. I miss recess time, when we share food like nobody's business and crap till the prefects halau us.

ahh..I've just finished Malaysian Studies class..AIh, what a bore it was, but, being the i am, i attended it lah, and unlike many other people, i did not skip it. Hmm..ok, let me try to recall what happened over the weekend. I went for Lydia's farewell at Leroy's house. Got lost in Sg. Ara before actually finding the place with the help of Jen. Come to think of it, it was so lawak. Reen and i drove. And she followed me at the back. But it was definitely the blind leading the blind!!

Saturday, we had a forum on BGR. A hot topic huh? But, this forum really allowed us to clarify things about relationships and Unc. Heok Hooi and A. Phaik Lean were so sweet! And not to forget, Ps. Cheng Kin gave us really good bible verses, and so, we have no excuse of saying "it was not in the bible!".

Anyway, my two cents worth on this topic: *Ahem, Contrary to common views of teenagers nowadays, i think getting into a relationship is not a fling or 'for-fun' kind of thing. Well, many people get into it just so that they dont feel lonely or to merely show off that they have a bf. But, i think this is beyond just fun. It's about c-o-m-m-i-t-m-e-n-t like Unc. Heok Hooi said. And, i find it a little hard to understand those who get into relationships even though they know it wont quite work out. Maybe coz they just wanted to give it a try. Hmm..i guess that's quite a fair reason. Anyway, this is just my view, i hope no one gets offended.

I still have no idea what i'm going to do, as in my studies lah. I have no idea if im going back to form 6. WEll, that's what my mum is hoping i would do. But,..i oso dunnolah, but im constantly praying that God will give me clear directions as to what im supposed to do. Well, i was talking to a friend today,and he was saying sometimes i just have to learn to make decisions. SOmetimes, God wants us to be able to make decisions and learn from it. Yeah, i guess that's very true. Thank God i have Christian friends who can uphold me and support me when im in the "pits". They are very much similar to angels sent by God. And i guess, God speaks through them many times too..

I watched The Passion of Christ yesterday night. Well, this show depicts the life of Jesus in the last 8 hours (right?), where he was betrayed by Judas, and this movie showed every detail of it.The stripes on His flesh, the crown of thorns on His head and everything else. Well, despite being the Messiah ha still had to go through physical pain just as much as anyone would if subjected to whips from metal bars and all. I guess, it shows us that He had been a human once, and he goes through just as much temptations as we do in our lives now. And the "devil" in the movie was so scary. It's kinda eerie lah. Well, as predicted, i cried and everyone else did also lah. The thought that He would go through such vigorous torment and humiliation just for the sake of us, sinners. I magine a king dying for his ppl. Well, no king in history has ever done that right? Well, i totally broke down at the scene when they flasehd back Jesus washing his disciple's feet, such an undignified job, and yet, he was willing. I couldnt bare to watch certain scenes of the movie, and throughout the whole movie, this song kept playing over and ove3r again in my head:

The Nails In Your Hands
The nails in your hands,
The nail in your feet,
They tell me how much you loved me

The thorns on your brow
They show me how,
You bore so much pain,
To love me

When the heavens pass away
All your scars will still remain
And forever they will say
Just how much you loved me

Forever my mind
Forever my heart
Forever my life is yours

Through the illustrations in the movie, the amount of pain and shame He bore is so so great, and i think our human minds will never be able to comprehend the extend of it. ANd this is only the movie, imagine the real thing.

"Father, forgive them for they know not what they are doing" if Jesus can forgive those who betray him and set him on the cross, i think we have any reason not to forgive anyone of anything! But of course, we need HIm to stregthen us to do things which seem impossible to us, humans. And if Christ can go through such an ordeal, wouldnt our problems in life seem so petty all of a sudden?


For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, And whosoever believes in him will not perish, but have everlasting price.
John 3:16

This reminds me of 1John 3:16, somethng about us laying our lives down for our brothers.

And i read from sumwhere which says that eternal salvation is a free gift, and none of us need to do anything to earn it.


Thank You Jesus, for your unfailing Love.

Currently feeling: tremendously grateful

hmm..ppl have been complaining that i havent been updating..so here goes:

i had cf yesterday, and i was the worship leader. well, i think it was ok lah, kua..but anyway, whao..those ppl can really play man. I mean the pianist, drummer and guitarist lah. It was not bad, considering that we only practiced an hour before the meeting. Then we went on to discuss about our second purpose-we are created to fellowship with one another. Well, even as i was reading on this for one week, God truly revealed to me the importance of having close fellowship with other believers. Im at a crossroad, and i think, many times, im confused. not too sure about what lah..but just confused. But God sent a friend to me to talk to me, and support me and give me encouragement. The more i talk and share with this quite-new-friend, i came to realise that as Christians, we really need to support each other. And by merely reminding each other about God's love and mercy on us, it really really lifted me up. well, i guess we shouldnt underestimate the power of fellowship. And simple actions like sending scripture verses would be able to help us a great deal. Well, i just want to thank God for surrounding me with friends who can uphold me when im lost.

Ok, i've got to go for volleyball practice. Actually, i have a lot to talk about still, but, later lah..that's if i can remember...

Cell group was at my house. It was fun. Being able to gather together, just to share with each other about devotions, testimonies, views, and everythinglah. hmm..the fellowship of the Cross.

what did i do at coll today?, no, i mean yesterday, since it's already past 12am. I was an and went for malaysian studies. then went to play pool. Not too bad, tough my aims are not too good. But it's fun lah. besides, this whole week, i've been playing either monopoly or uno stacko or uno dominos in DSA during most of my free time. I have this bunch of friends ( ex-CGLians) who are totally wacky and it's really fun mixing with them. Ohya, i played volleyball the other day. Kinda karat-ed since i didnt play for so long. Im planning to stay back next time to play basketball with my frens next week. Really need the exercise lah.

God really works in mysterious and yet amazing ways!even as i've been going thru quite a lot recently, i realised that God had sent an angel in disguise. And this fren had been a great deall of help to me, especially in my walk with God. By just sharing our thoughts, problems and experiences, i've learnt a lot. I guess, this is what fellowship is all about. It shoudnt be just the superficial kind of fellowship, the kind where we meet once in a while and then we "hi-bye" and that's it. It should go way deeper than that. We must be able to be accountable to each other. Well, the best is we follow what the ppl did in ACts 2. They constantly gathered together and this fellowship will help each person to grow. And one thing that really amazes me is that they could sell off their belongings just to bless other ppl around them. But then again, of course we dont sell off our clothes to donate money to the poor nowadays. It comes in different ways, but the concept of love, care and commitment for one another is the same, even though it was millions of years ago!

Saturday
Woke up to fetch my sis for JYB practice then decided that I needed exercise, so, I went to psc to play squash, by myself, it was quite fun lah, considering that I didn’t play it for a month or so. After that, went to the optometrist, and went home, did some hw and went for youth. Went for supper, then went home to finish some hw, did devotions, went to bed. All in all, it was not too bad a Saturday.

Sunday
Went to church, then had McD for lunch, then rushed like mad for Handball at Youth Park. Came home, had dinner, and now…in front of the com, while listening to elections report on the tv. Im half hoping that we’l get a holiday tomorrow. But then again, tat would mean that I will have to postpone my English speaking test to 2 weeks later, which means everyone would have finished their test by then! I want holiday, but I want to finish my test early too!

Well, over the weekend, God really spoke to me through sermons. Even as I am kind of struggling in the issue of giving due respect to my father, Francis’ “preaching” about availability, and then submission hit the nail. Well, submission is not about agreeing, but it’s about obeying even though we don’t agree. After all, I am placed under the authority of my father by God. And the shocking thing is that me friend has been telling me not to judge others, which in this case is my father. All these advices just falls into place like puzzle pieces.

Besides that, like I said earlier, im at a crossroad and I feel lost. Well, at least in the aspect of my education. And I was sharing this with Daniel, and he gave me this verse:
Isaiah 40:31 “But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.”
And then, today, in service, Ps. Chong Leang spoke about this verse too. Well, it really felt like God is speaking to me. And He made two people tell me this. It is just so amazing how God speaks.

My Heart Your Home

Come and make my heart your home
Come and be everything
I have and all i know
Search me true and true
Till my heart becomes a home for you

A home for you
A home for you
Open up a door for you to come through
And then my heart will be a place where
You want to be

reallly lurve this song, it has simple words, but it means just so much.

Had a little 'enlightenment' while i was reading The Purpose Driven Life yesterday.
God is more interested in what you are than what you do. We worry when God seems silent on specific issues such as "what career should i choose?". The truth is, there are many different careers that could be in God's will for your life. What God cares about the most is that whatever you do, you do it in a Christlike manner. God is more concerend about your charcacter than your career because you will take your character into eternity, but not your career.

Well, i guess it's important, and yet not that important what degree/course/career i choose. Wat really matters is how i do whatever im doing.

Im feeling happy now. Lalalala...i duno why, but felt like that since morning. maybe coz of the fact that i've finished my English Speaking Test. Did some review of a novel and a play. happy Happy....

Currently listening to: My heart Your Home
Currently reading: purpose driven life
Currently feeling: la la dee dum

something is wrong with my previous entry. I posted it at 1 something this afternoon, but it did not display.

Yeah, anyway, i finished class at one 2day.. So shiok. For HSC students to be able to go back this early, it's kinda like a miracle d. And after what seemed like ages, I finally get to sleep in the afternoon..mmm..i miss wonderful afternoon naps. After that, went to play squash with my frens at some apartment in Sg. Nibong. Kinda karat-ed cos so long nvr play a proper game d...And, as a result, my muscles are aching now. Aih..where's all my stamina gone to??

Im actually supposed to do some research for accounts on the Net now. Supposed to find out about wood exports in Malaysia and listed companies in M'sia. Ke-crazy-an...Hello?! this is accounts and you are asking me 2 find out stuff which totally has got nothing to do with accounts. Aihzz...This explains why im here ranting and rumbling.

but then again, im still feeling happy. Ok, let's just call it the joy of the Lord.

whao! i've never felt so stranded in my life, ever! well, vern said he couldnt fetch me to college tomorrow (actually it's today since it's already past 12am). Considering that i live along the way to coll, i've never really worried bout my transprt to college. One thing i should really thank God about. But then, i've called like 6 frens and none of them could fetch me, some were going on a different route while others simply didnt have classes at the same time as mine! It's so...i just dont know how to describe, but, i feel like a lost puppy!!

yeah, anyway, yesterday, there was a blood donation drive at college. Since im not tecnically 18, im cosidered underaged and need my parents consent if i want 2 donate. I forgot to get their consent, so, i didnt do this 'good deed'. How is it like? I've never tried it, besides, i think im underweight!

yay, my class will finish at 12 pm tomorrow, but i'll have to go back for malaysian studies at 4pm. Nonetheless, if i do not find a good samaritan to give me a lift, i'll have to stay at coll with a 4 hour break! Imagine, if i were to go home, i get to sleep for 4 hours!! ish ish..when i didnt have any drving license, i was like "how i wish i could drive"..but now, i think it should be "how i wish i have a car"! so, you ppl with a car to yourself, count your blessings!

had cf on the day before yesterday (wed) and we discussed about being like Christ and whether we're ashamed of being a Christian. Well, it is said in Luke (i think) that, if we're ashamed of Christ, he will be ashamed of us before God. This got me thinking, are we ashamed of the "rules" and commandments we have to obey?? are we ashamed that we're not supposed to be unequally yoked? Are we ashamed that we cant have pre-marital sex? are we ashamed that we have to be so 'stupid' to love our enemies? Are we ashamed that we have to be so goody-goody as a Christian? Are we ashamed of having to go to Youth on saturdays and to church on sundays? Well, to me, the answer is a definite "NO". It maybe hard at times to be a Christian. After all, it is not promised that life would be a bed of roses after we become a Christian. Nevertheless, I can do all things through him who gives me strength (Phil 4:13)

ohhh...cell group was soso fun today!! played this "figure-out-my-job" game and then everyone shared a little on devotions as we usually do. Then, little did we know, the "sharing a little" lasted till 10 smth..and so, we 'postponed' the series thingy. Anyway, the devotions sharing today was so mind-opening. It's like a group bible study, and we were asking all sorts of questions, and then tried to answer them, with proof frm the bible lah, o course! And if it were not for the 'late' factor, we would have discussed all these for much longer. Well, im really glad that we are able to do this.

anyway, thanx you ppl for suggesting/offering transport to me! i somehow managed to use my mum's car, but woke up at like 6.30am just to fetch her to work..but wat to do, beggars cant be choosers. I had only 4 classes today, and after that, went for lunch with frens, then came home for a nap. And went back to coll for Malaysian studies at 4pm..And the me-maikchek-kan thing is sue lynn called me at 4.30 pm(m'sian time) today! and i wasnt home. Cis cis...but she called to ask bout some chemistry question. But still, ish..missed a call frm Uk. And apparently she sent 2 letters 2 me, but i never received any! prob lost in the sea or smth..

Currently reading: "Experiencing God" by Henry T.Blackaby
Currently feeling: confused

I’m totally pooped out!! It feels like every ounce of my energy had been sucked out from me and I’m left with this almost lifeless body and a blank mind! It feels as if I haven’t been sleeping in years. Ok, that’s a little over exaggerated. But, at least that’s what I’m currently feeling.

Hmm..i guess I haven’t been updating much. Well, not that I’m totally busy, but neither am I very free this pass few days. Have been kinda preoccupied with activities, college, studies, homework and stuff lah.

I went for movie marathon today. Well, our classes finished at 1pm today, so, Ai Ping, Sharon, Shiao Pei, Li Ting, Varsha, Vern and I went to BJ for movie. Scooby Doo 2 is quite farney, but a little typical..i think I’ve officially grown out of cartoons or anything of that sort. But some parts really gave me stitches up my sides. Then, Ting and I decided to stay and watch another movie, Along Came Polly. It was ok nia lah..really hated that Styler and Lisa. But, the story line was not too bad. Went home around 5.30 and left a lil’ after that for squash at my fren’s apartment. Well, I guess this explains why I feel so drained now!

I’m feeling really hungry. Hungry for spiritual food. Hungry to know God more. Im yearning to draw closer to Him. But I’m glad God has really been faithful. I’ve learnt a lot through my devotions and all.

Ohyea, I’m sort of doing a “survey”. I have some questions to ask. I would really appreciate it if those of you who are dropping by this blog answer a few of these questions about me:
1.Am I introvert or extrovert?
2.What do you think I’m best at? (eg. Sports? Academic? Music? Art? Working wit ppl? Leading? or anything else…
3.Am I a feeler or thinker?
4.leader or follower?
Well, I’m not looking for compliments. So, tell me the truth kayz? Thanx!

Ok, I so must study dee! Exams are just round the corner. But “yay” to study break next week..ahahah…

Went to baskins twice today..once with friends in the afternoon for "tea" and had half a pint. Then went with my dad later at night to 'ta pau'. Craziness man..people are flocking to the Sg. Dua outlet as if they were giving out free ice-cream...mmm..but i feel very satisfied d...ahahha...and the fact that i can indulge without feeling guilty is making me more satisfied than ever. Ahhahah..i know i'm kinda rubbing it in..sorrie...

Ohya, i went for bowling today. Went with cf ppl after cf just now. Hhmm..my job is still to cuci longkang.. but had one strike lah..

double ohya, sue lynn called me yesterday! and we talked for like super long..and the reason she called; she wanted me to do some shopping for her..buy shorts, bermudas, sandals, flip flops..etc etc..ahahah..lawak lah..but i guess it's a lil' too xpensive over there. Ok, so, i think i'd better go catch the last wave of the Mega Sale before it ends. Boy, i miss her man. In a non-lesbianic way lah!..but i miss talking to her lah...

Ohya, i just realised it's already past 12am..so....HaPPiE ApRiL FoOl's dAy!!!! just pulled a trick at my friend,so lawak!!! but kena-ed one for myself too..aih...